SPICE

Centuries ago Marco Polo explored the whole world because of Spices. Navigated through smooth and rough seas and meddled with people from various races just to bring home spices like pepper, ginger, etc... He was victorious with his expedition. In fact, through his journey he discovered that the earth is round and turns in axis. So what? Ergo? The heck with Marco Polo right? harharhar.

Truthfully, at this point of my life I can say that I want to be like Marco Polo, jump out of my comfort zone and explore vast horizons to put spice in my life...Don't get me wrong, I have quite an exciting life, my work is not a routine, I have loads of wacky friends and adorable family but still, there's something missing...SPICE

So, to have what they called SPICE... First step, I indulged myself in entertaining creatures from Mars...Men!

I love men...I adore their being and want to be around them but...ah...ah...I'm not flirt! I just want their aura that illuminates security.

I have suitors, some of which are old friends and others are total strangers...I can't deny, at some point they fluster my heart but none lead to real romance. I don't know what happened or what went wrong to the getting to know each other stage but these men just chicken out, perhaps because my personality is too strong... (I'm too frank and tackless to say anything regardless of what they would think and react). Bottom line, at 23, I don't have a boyfriend yet and none since birth...

To end this litany... allow me to quote Lisa Velthouse from Saving my first kiss: "I hope and pray that My prince charming is out there somewhere. I don't think he has found me yet. Despite that fact, I am enjoying my time waiting for him because I'm convinced that he is worth waiting..."

BLISS

When was the last time you feel completely happy??? Hmmpp...simple question, right? But for me, it's so fucking hard to answer. This question hits me like a thunder...it left me dumb headed. If this could be a jackpot question in a quiz bee or in a beauty contest, I would definitely miss the chance to win.

Happiness is relative right? We percieve it differently depending on our lifestyle, priorities and perhaps intelligence...I am a self confessed shallow, sanguine person...happy camper as they often referred. I'm easy to please... eating fishballs, isaw, walking, reading and just by staring blankly would satisfy me...that's why I can't decipher why i find this question very hard to answer... tsk! tsk! tsk! happiness...happiness...happiness...what's with you? Aaarrrgggg...think happiness, burn some neurons bitch!